Inama Nushif

Unfortunately, my entire Linux continuum is going to shut down for a while, as i have just lost my laptop to a backpack snacher yesterday.

As I am sitting here, thinking about my unfortunate event. I don't really know what to feel like. I do blame myself, but to how long can you hold your alert senses? you can't be invincible forever, no one can. everyone is bound to have openings at some point. Not having my new laptop feels a bit like giving up smoking for me. i just needed that speed that my old Mac can't really provide by now.

and i'm also confused about what i really want at this point, to say no to "smoking", or to get myself a new laptop, in which i could also get stolen. and i don't really know what brand to choose either, and my reason of having a new laptop is being challenged too, why do i really need a new one?

... i think i'm just gona lay low, and ponder for sometime about this... i need some time... to reborn